*emaline* ([info]sanityisrelativ) wrote,
@ 2006-10-18 17:24:00
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Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.
Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels.

I will not eat.

ema

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[info]anamia83
2006-10-19 01:21 am UTC (link)
*huge hugs* Just so you know...im here if you ever need to talk, or vent, or just need a laugh..or someone to listen. ♥

~Jen~

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[info]sanityisrelativ
2006-10-21 11:31 pm UTC (link)
thanks for the hugs, and the offer.
ema

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[info]shadesogrey
2006-10-19 09:47 pm UTC (link)
Don't know what to say. I read that and I can't undertand it emotionally.

Why repeat it like a mantra? Are you trying to convince yourself?

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[info]sanityisrelativ
2006-10-21 11:36 pm UTC (link)
it is almost like a mantra. Right now I am in the stage of my 'ilness' where I do feel hunger. Denying myself food is my escape from the other pains in my life. It brings focus to an otherwise chaotic world. Sometimes, I do feel tempted to eat, but then afterwards the guilt is overwhelming, and it only ends up making things worse.
Those words remind me of a time when I no longer felt at all. So in a way I suppose it reminds me of that goal, repeating that phrase.

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[info]in_my_memory
2006-10-20 03:09 pm UTC (link)
wow it's been ages since i've seen an entry from you. it's good to see that you're still around - really good.

take care, nothing is better than being alive and well.

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[info]sanityisrelativ
2006-10-21 11:36 pm UTC (link)
thanks, I plan on being around more in the next little while.
ema

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